What's the point of crushing?

  Today I'm going to let my jaded and vindictive side out. I no longer see the point in crushing. It seems every time I do the person just ends up being a jerk. It's like they are thinking, "Oh, Rahne likes me. Great now I can make her life miserable".
  My best guess is that I must seem clingy in some way when I start to crush. When I crush I try my best to be a really good friend to them. For some reason this never seems to work out. Pretty much any guy I have tried to make friends with, I end up losing contact with.
  Another option is maybe I release some kind of unpleasant pheromone. I don't really know much about these. I'm just trying to understand. I could think up a thousand reasons why my crushes and I never work out. None of these are even slightly realistic.
  Today I have decided all of this wondering and annoyance will come to an end. If I get asked out that's all fine and dandy, but I have had enough longing. There is no point to wishing some guy is going to like you. Chances are it's not going to happen, at least not if you're wishing for it. If I start liking a guy again, I am going to try to ignore my feelings. I am still going to be his friend, I'm just going to cut the conversations short if I start blushing or thinking about how cute he is.
  While this sounded great in my head, it's kind of hard for me. I do not remember a time not having a crush on someone. At this point I have stopped my conscious mind from crushing, my unconscious mind does not seem to want to listen. I'm still having crushtastic dreams. As jaded as my plan sounds, I came up with it on a bad day, and I am tired of disappointment. 

  Doctor Who Quote

Jackie: I'm in my dressing gown.

The Doctor: Yes, you are.

Jackie: There's a strange man in my bedroom.

The Doctor: Yes, there is.

Jackie: Anything could happen.

The Doctor: [looks at her] No. [walks away]

Doctor you know what I'm saying. Just don't ignolage it.